Bu \u00e7ocuk var ya, bu \u00e7ocuk… Ba\u011fr\u0131nda kanayan bir g\u00fcl ta\u015f\u0131yor… Bunun i\u00e7indir ki\u00a0g\u00fcl kokuyor s\u00f6zleri.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bu \u00e7ocuk var ya\u2026 Hi\u00e7 bir ak\u015fam\u0131 sabahla denkle\u015ftiremiyor, avu\u00e7lar\u0131 \u00fc\u015f\u00fcyor, hohlasa.. b\u00fct\u00fcn bir d\u00fcnya ayr\u0131l\u0131k yang\u0131n\u0131na bula\u015facak…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bu \u00e7ocuk var ya, sesinde do\u011fulu bir tambur sakl\u0131yor. Ama s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc susmalarda yitirmi\u015f.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir kamyonetle ta\u015f\u0131nd\u0131lar bu mahalleye, day\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131na. Kamyonetin kasas\u0131nda e\u011freti bir \u00e7eyiz sand\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 dengelerken g\u00f6rd\u00fcm onu. \u0130htimal, annesinindi o sand\u0131k.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Babas\u0131 m\u0131? Babas\u0131 siyah-beyaz bir foto\u011fraf.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bu \u00e7ocuk var ya… G\u00f6zleri \u0131slak birer zeytin tanesi. Bu \u00e7ocuk.. sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 limonla, geriye tarayan kara kavruk \u00e7ocuk\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Annesi bah\u00e7elere meyve toplamaya giderdi, ya da g\u00fcndeli\u011fe. O simit satard\u0131.. da ba\u011f\u0131rmaya \u00e7ekinirdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Okumad\u0131.. ortaokul terk. Zaten \u015fu kravata da bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc \u0131s\u0131namam\u0131\u015ft\u0131; bo\u011fulacak gibi olur, yakas\u0131n\u0131n d\u00fc\u011fmesini a\u00e7ard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bir evin tek \u00e7ocu\u011fu. Babas\u0131, o do\u011fmadan gitti\u011fi askerden d\u00f6nmemi\u015f. Ona babas\u0131n\u0131n ad\u0131n\u0131 vurmu\u015flar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bu \u00e7ocuk var ya, bu \u00e7ocuk… Ne tez b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Beyaz g\u00f6mle\u011fi -ortaokuldan kalan-, siyah, kuma\u015f\u0131 parlayan pantolonu -pa\u00e7alar\u0131 biraz k\u0131sa kal\u0131yor-, limonla taranm\u0131\u015f sa\u00e7lar\u0131… Bu \u00e7ocuk var ya, hep kederli bir \u015feyler d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcr\u00fcyor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Day\u0131s\u0131 \u00f6zel bir \u00fcniversitenin kantininde i\u015f bulmu\u015f ona, \u00e7ay servisi yap\u0131yor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Hi\u00e7 g\u00f6rmedi\u011fi babas\u0131n\u0131n yerini alacak, annesine bakacak. Kendisine hi\u00e7 benzemeyen bu gen\u00e7lerin yan\u0131nda fakirli\u011fini, kimsesizli\u011fini unutacak belki de. Eli biraz para g\u00f6rd\u00fc m\u00fc o \u00e7ocuklar gibi giyinecek elbette. \u00c7akma da olsa, markal\u0131 k\u0131yafetleri olacak. Sa\u00e7lar\u0131, g\u00f6zleri daha bir parlayacak.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bu \u00e7ocuk var ya bu \u00e7ocuk, belki de hayat\u0131nda ilk defa g\u00fczel yar\u0131nlara inanacak.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ah, o ye\u015fil g\u00f6zl\u00fc k\u0131z kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na \u00e7\u0131kmasa\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bu \u00e7ocuk var ya bu \u00e7ocuk\u2026 O ye\u015fil g\u00f6zl\u00fcy\u00fc g\u00f6rd\u00fc m\u00fc, eli aya\u011f\u0131na dola\u015f\u0131yor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ah o sar\u0131\u015f\u0131n k\u0131z…. G\u00f6zleri zehir ye\u015fili!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mahcup, gizli gizli bak\u0131yor k\u0131za. Ondan \u00e7ay paras\u0131 alm\u0131yor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ah o sar\u0131\u015f\u0131n k\u0131z… G\u00f6zleri zehir ye\u015fili. Onu g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde durmadan g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u00fcyor; zaman zaman ona bakarak, oturdu\u011fu arkada\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131nda kahkaha at\u0131yor. O k\u0131za g\u00fclmek ne kadar yak\u0131\u015f\u0131yor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ama \u015fu sakall\u0131 o\u011flan var ya… Hani ye\u015fil g\u00f6zl\u00fcy\u00fc bazen arabas\u0131yla bir yerlere g\u00f6t\u00fcren.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
O tipsiz herif k\u0131z\u0131n yan\u0131na gelince daha bir \u00e7irkinle\u015fiyor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bu \u00e7ocuk var ya, bu \u00e7ocuk. G\u00fcne\u015fi do\u011fdurmazd\u0131 \u00fczerine eskiden. \u015eimdi sabahlara kadar ac\u0131kl\u0131 \u015fark\u0131lar dinliyor, uyuyam\u0131yor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Her \u015feyi anl\u0131yorum anlamas\u0131na da, akl\u0131ma tak\u0131lan bir \u015fey var; bu \u00e7ocuk neden hep benim kalbimin k\u0131y\u0131lar\u0131na dalga dalga \u00e7arp\u0131yor?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Bu \u00e7ocuk var ya, bu \u00e7ocuk… Ba\u011fr\u0131nda kanayan bir g\u00fcl ta\u015f\u0131yor… Bunun i\u00e7indir ki\u00a0g\u00fcl kokuyor s\u00f6zleri. Bu \u00e7ocuk var ya\u2026 Hi\u00e7 bir ak\u015fam\u0131 sabahla denkle\u015ftiremiyor, avu\u00e7lar\u0131 \u00fc\u015f\u00fcyor, hohlasa.. b\u00fct\u00fcn bir d\u00fcnya ayr\u0131l\u0131k yang\u0131n\u0131na bula\u015facak… Bu \u00e7ocuk var ya, sesinde do\u011fulu bir tambur sakl\u0131yor. Ama s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc susmalarda yitirmi\u015f. \u2026 K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir kamyonetle ta\u015f\u0131nd\u0131lar bu mahalleye, day\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":14002,"featured_media":161248,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_yoast_wpseo_focuskw":"G\u00f6zleri Zehir Ye\u015fili","_yoast_wpseo_title":"","_yoast_wpseo_metadesc":"Bu \u00e7ocuk var ya bu \u00e7ocuk\u2026 O ye\u015fil g\u00f6zl\u00fcy\u00fc g\u00f6rd\u00fc m\u00fc, eli aya\u011f\u0131na dola\u015f\u0131yor. Ah o sar\u0131\u015f\u0131n k\u0131z.... G\u00f6zleri zehir ye\u015fili!","_bbp_topic_count":0,"_bbp_reply_count":0,"_bbp_total_topic_count":0,"_bbp_total_reply_count":0,"_bbp_voice_count":0,"_bbp_anonymous_reply_count":0,"_bbp_topic_count_hidden":0,"_bbp_reply_count_hidden":0,"_bbp_forum_subforum_count":0,"footnotes":"","_yoast_wpseo_focuskw_text_input":""},"categories":[9240],"tags":[],"yoast_head":"\n