\u00c7ocuklu\u011fumda bayram sabahlar\u0131, insan\u0131n i\u00e7ine i\u015fleyen bir huzurla ba\u015flard\u0131. Hen\u00fcz g\u00fcne\u015f do\u011fmadan, k\u00f6y\u00fcn serinli\u011fi pencere aralar\u0131ndan i\u00e7eri s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcrken, evimizin i\u00e7inde tatl\u0131 bir tela\u015f olurdu. Ailemizin en k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fc\u011f\u00fc olarak, o sabahlar\u0131n benim i\u00e7in ayr\u0131 bir yeri vard\u0131; \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc her \u015fey bana oldu\u011fundan daha b\u00fcy\u00fck, daha s\u0131cak ve daha anlaml\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Annemin mutfa\u011f\u0131ndan gelen mis gibi bayram yemekleri kokusu, babam\u0131n erkenden haz\u0131rlan\u0131p y\u00fcz\u00fcnde hafif bir tebess\u00fcmle dola\u015fmas\u0131, karde\u015flerimin ne\u015feli f\u0131s\u0131lda\u015fmalar\u0131\u2026 T\u00fcm bunlar, evimizin i\u00e7ini yaln\u0131zca bir bayram yerine de\u011fil, sevginin ve ba\u011fl\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n somutla\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir yuvaya d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcr\u00fcrd\u00fc. O y\u0131llarda bayram, sadece \u015feker toplamak ya da yeni k\u0131yafetler giymek de\u011fildi; ailemin beni sevdi\u011fini her bak\u0131\u015fta hissetti\u011fim, benim de onlar\u0131 b\u00fct\u00fcn kalbimle sevdi\u011fimi anlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m en \u00f6zel zamanlard\u0131. K\u00f6y\u00fcn sade ama samimi atmosferinde, o k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck evin i\u00e7inde kurulan bu b\u00fcy\u00fck sevgi d\u00fcnyas\u0131, hayat\u0131m boyunca unutamayaca\u011f\u0131m bir s\u0131cakl\u0131k b\u0131rakt\u0131 i\u00e7imde.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Haz\u0131rl\u0131klar, g\u00fcnler \u00f6nceden ba\u015flar. Annem, mevsimine g\u00f6re temizlik yapar; ben de yard\u0131m ederim. Babam, il\u00e7emiz Uluk\u0131\u015fla\u2019ya gider, pazen \u00e7i\u00e7ekli yumu\u015fac\u0131k bayraml\u0131k kuma\u015flar al\u0131r. Bir de bayram \u015fekeri ve limon kolonyas\u0131. Ve k\u0131na. Annemle gitti\u011fimiz terzi, \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcm\u00fc al\u0131r, bayrama yeti\u015fmesi i\u00e7in kuma\u015f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 s\u0131raya koyar. Abimler k\u00f6y d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda okuyor. Onlar da gelece\u011fi i\u00e7in \u00e7ok sevin\u00e7liyiz. Annem, \u201c\u00c7ifte bayram edece\u011fiz\u201d der. Onlar da susaml\u0131, f\u0131nd\u0131kl\u0131 \u015fehir \u015fekeri getirirler. Tad\u0131 h\u00e2l\u00e2 dama\u011f\u0131mda sakl\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Di\u011fer taraftan yemek haz\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131 ba\u015flar. Bir g\u00fcn \u00f6nceden y\u00fcks\u00fck \u00e7orbas\u0131, etli topalak k\u00f6fte haz\u0131rlar\u0131z. Bayram sabah\u0131 tatl\u0131 olarak s\u00fctl\u00fc yap\u0131l\u0131r, babama: \u201cpirincini Uluk\u0131\u015fla\u2019dan getir iyisinden olsun\u201d der annem. S\u00fctl\u00fc, \u015fimdiki s\u00fctla\u00e7. Bak\u0131r sahanlara koyar, kilerimize dizeriz. Misafirler annemin yemeklerini \u00e7ok be\u011fenir. Ben \u015fimdi yemeklerime o tad\u0131 veremiyorum. Annem bizim y\u00f6reye ait pekmezli kabak tatl\u0131s\u0131 yapar. Lakin k\u00f6yde \u00e7ok yap\u0131lmaz. Kom\u015fular: \u201cSizde yeriz,\u201d derler. Aile yeme\u011fi gibi sanki. Babam da \u00e7ok sever.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Arife gecesi yatmaya yak\u0131n, annem k\u0131nay\u0131 karar, haz\u0131rl\u0131k ba\u015flar. Mis gibi bir koku sarar oday\u0131. Asl\u0131nda bayram o koku ile ba\u015flar \u00e7ocuklar i\u00e7in. Annem elime k\u0131na s\u00fcrer, babamla birlikte sarar ba\u011flarlar. Elbisemi terziden getiririm. Lastik ayakkab\u0131. Hepsi yer yata\u011f\u0131m\u0131n ba\u015fucunda haz\u0131r. Heyecandan ve k\u0131na kokusundan uyumak m\u00fcmk\u00fcn m\u00fc? Bayram sabah\u0131 erkenden kalkar\u0131m. Babam camiye bayram namaz\u0131na gider. Gelirken \u00e7ok erken kaybetti\u011fi abisinin o\u011flu ve ailesi ile gelecekler. Annem tela\u015fl\u0131, yanaklar\u0131 pembe pembe olur. Ya yeti\u015fmezse misafirlere yemekler. Yeti\u015fir yemekler misafirlere. Benim g\u00f6z\u00fcm yollarda. Merdivenden \u00e7\u0131karken babam hep, \u201c\u00d6h\u00f6, \u00f6h\u00f6\u201d ses \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131r ve ayak sesi duyulur. Geldiler, geldiler. Ko\u015far kap\u0131y\u0131 a\u00e7ar\u0131m; kuzenlerim gelir bayram yeniden ba\u015flar. Ve her gelene yer sofras\u0131nda, bak\u0131r sinilerle yemekler ikram edilir\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bayram\u0131n en \u00f6nemli k\u0131sm\u0131 gelir: Aysel \u015feker toplamaya gidecek. O zaman k\u00f6y k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck. Evimiz k\u00f6y\u00fcn giri\u015finde. Merkeze baya\u011f\u0131 uzak. \u015eimdiki gibi po\u015fet, \u00e7anta yok. Yokluk var. Annemi s\u0131k\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u0131r\u0131m: po\u015fet te po\u015fet. Bo\u015falan pirin\u00e7 po\u015fetini verir; be\u011fenmem, k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck derim. Babam esprili bir babayd\u0131: \u201cK\u0131z\u0131m, d\u0131md\u0131m\u0131 heybemizi al, omuzuna at. K\u00f6y uzak, po\u015fetle git gel yapma. Yaz\u0131k sana, tek seferde hallet\u201d derdi. Ben ger\u00e7ek san\u0131rd\u0131m. Ard\u0131ndan kahkahalar havada u\u00e7u\u015furdu. D\u0131md\u0131m\u0131 heybesi, \u00fcz\u00fcm pekmezi yaparken toprakl\u0131 \u015fireyi ayr\u0131\u015ft\u0131rmak i\u00e7in kullan\u0131lan, ke\u00e7i k\u0131l\u0131ndan el dokuma heybedir. Annem dokumu\u015ftu. \u0130\u015fte b\u00f6yle bir bayram\u0131n sonuna geliriz, tatl\u0131 bir yorgunluk ve tela\u015f i\u00e7inde\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bug\u00fcn d\u00f6n\u00fcp bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131mda, o eski \u015eeker Bayramlar\u0131n\u0131n asl\u0131nda sadece birer hat\u0131ra de\u011fil, i\u00e7imizi \u0131s\u0131tan birer de\u011fer oldu\u011funu daha iyi anl\u0131yorum. \u015eimdiki bayramlar elbette yine sevin\u00e7li, yine anlaml\u0131; ancak o g\u00fcnlerdeki sadelik, samimiyet ve i\u00e7tenlik sanki biraz daha fazlayd\u0131. Kap\u0131lar daha s\u0131k \u00e7al\u0131n\u0131r, g\u00f6n\u00fcller daha kolay a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131r, k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck \u015feylerle b\u00fcy\u00fck mutluluklar ya\u015fan\u0131rd\u0131. Oysa bug\u00fcn zaman\u0131n h\u0131z\u0131na kap\u0131l\u0131p baz\u0131 duygular\u0131 geride b\u0131rak\u0131yor gibiyiz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Yine de o eski bayramlardan kalan sevgi, sayg\u0131 ve payla\u015fma ruhu h\u00e2l\u00e2 bizimle; yeter ki hat\u0131rlayal\u0131m ve ya\u015fatal\u0131m. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc bayramlar\u0131 as\u0131l bayram yapan, ne al\u0131nan \u015fekerler, ne de giyilen yeni k\u0131yafetlerdir; insan\u0131n sevdikleriyle kurdu\u011fu o derin ba\u011fd\u0131r. \u0130\u015fte bu y\u00fczden, ge\u00e7mi\u015ften bize miras kalan o g\u00fczel geleneklere sahip \u00e7\u0131kmak, sadece bir hat\u0131ray\u0131 ya\u015fatmak de\u011fil, ayn\u0131 zamanda gelece\u011fe daha s\u0131cak, daha insani bir d\u00fcnya b\u0131rakmakt\u0131r.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
\u00c7ocuklu\u011fumda bayram sabahlar\u0131, insan\u0131n i\u00e7ine i\u015fleyen bir huzurla ba\u015flard\u0131. Hen\u00fcz g\u00fcne\u015f do\u011fmadan, k\u00f6y\u00fcn serinli\u011fi pencere aralar\u0131ndan i\u00e7eri s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcrken, evimizin i\u00e7inde tatl\u0131 bir tela\u015f olurdu. Ailemizin en k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fc\u011f\u00fc olarak, o sabahlar\u0131n benim i\u00e7in ayr\u0131 bir yeri vard\u0131; \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc her \u015fey bana oldu\u011fundan daha b\u00fcy\u00fck, daha s\u0131cak ve daha anlaml\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. Annemin mutfa\u011f\u0131ndan gelen mis gibi bayram […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":14005,"featured_media":163897,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_yoast_wpseo_focuskw":"bayramlar","_yoast_wpseo_title":"","_yoast_wpseo_metadesc":"\u015eimdiki bayramlar elbette yine sevin\u00e7li, yine anlaml\u0131; ancak o g\u00fcnlerdeki sadelik, samimiyet ve i\u00e7tenlik sanki biraz daha fazlayd\u0131.","_bbp_topic_count":0,"_bbp_reply_count":0,"_bbp_total_topic_count":0,"_bbp_total_reply_count":0,"_bbp_voice_count":0,"_bbp_anonymous_reply_count":0,"_bbp_topic_count_hidden":0,"_bbp_reply_count_hidden":0,"_bbp_total_topic_count_hidden":0,"_bbp_total_reply_count_hidden":0,"_bbp_forum_subforum_count":0,"footnotes":"","_yoast_wpseo_focuskw_text_input":""},"categories":[10057],"tags":[11075],"yoast_head":"\n