Eve d\u00f6n! \u015eark\u0131ya d\u00f6n! Kalbine d\u00f6n!
\u015eark\u0131ya d\u00f6n! Kalbine d\u00f6n! Eve d\u00f6n!
Kalbine d\u00f6n! Eve d\u00f6n! \u015eark\u0131ya d\u00f6n!
\u0130smet \u00d6zel<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201c\u00c7ok yol ald\u0131k yanl\u0131\u015f y\u00f6nde, d\u00f6nelim Haf\u0131z. Hatadan d\u00f6nelim.
Vars\u0131n bize d\u00f6nek desinler, d\u00fcnya d\u00f6n\u00fcyor biz de d\u00f6nelim.
\u00c7ocuklu\u011fumuza d\u00f6nelim, g\u00fczel g\u00fcnlere d\u00f6nelim, mutlu hat\u0131ralara d\u00f6nelim.
D\u00f6nelim ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131z d\u00f6ns\u00fcn.
Ne bulduk bu virajs\u0131z hayata at g\u00f6zl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcyle bakmakta.
D\u00f6nelim.
Yoruldum bu ak\u0131ll\u0131 \/ uslu kafay\u0131 ta\u015f\u0131maktan.
Deliye d\u00f6nelim\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bunlar\u0131 yazm\u0131\u015f\u0131m y\u0131llar \u00f6nce bir yerlere, \u015fimdi d\u00f6n\u00fcp bak\u0131yorum, ayn\u0131 yerdeyim\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Hepimizin bildi\u011fi o \u015fark\u0131n\u0131n sorular\u0131 zihnimde geziniyor:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cDostlar seni s\u00f6yl\u00fcyor, sahi mutsuz musun \/ Bu yolda d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f yok sen bilmiyor musun?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ben mutsuzlu\u011fu de\u011fil, mutlulu\u011fu \u00f6nceleyerek yeni sorular soruyorum. D\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fc olmayan yol nedir ki, \u00f6l\u00fcmden ba\u015fka?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Yahya Kemal\u2019in Sessiz Gemi\u2019sinin -ba\u015fka bir deyi\u015fle \u0130mam\u0131n Kay\u0131\u011f\u0131\u2019n\u0131n- d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fc yoktur, amenna. Ama di\u011fer b\u00fct\u00fcn yollar d\u00f6n\u00fclebilir, gerekiyorsa d\u00f6n\u00fclmeli, yeniden ba\u015flanmal\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kald\u0131 ki bu \u015fark\u0131n\u0131n yazar\u0131 Fikret \u015eene\u015f, bir ba\u015fka eserinde de \u201cyeniden ba\u015flas\u0131n\u201d diyerek \u015funlar\u0131 s\u00f6yl\u00fcyor: \u201c\u00d6l\u00fcme kadard\u0131 hani yeminimiz \/ \u015e\u00fck\u00fcr hayattas\u0131n\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Evet, madem h\u00e2l\u00e2 hayattay\u0131z, her \u015fey m\u00fcmk\u00fcn. Evet, yolunda gitmeyen, giderek k\u00f6t\u00fcye giden bir hayattan m\u00fc\u015ftekiyiz hepimiz, o halde bu yoldan d\u00f6nelim, bu yol iyi bir yere gitmiyor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bu yolda -bu mekanik, teknolojik, plastik d\u00fcnyan\u0131n t\u00fcketim k\u00fclt\u00fcr\u00fcnde, AVM\u2019lerinde, reklamlar\u0131n bize \u00f6\u011f\u00fctledi\u011fi ya\u015fam bi\u00e7imlerinde – \u00e7\u0131kmazday\u0131z. Yoldan \u00e7\u0131kal\u0131m\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Birbirimizin g\u00f6zlerine de\u011fil, g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fclerine bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z bir hayat\u0131 insanca ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z s\u00f6ylenebilir mi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ruha temas etmeyen bir hayat, ya\u015famak say\u0131l\u0131r m\u0131?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kalp dedi\u011fimiz \u015fey, yaln\u0131zca bir kan pompas\u0131 m\u0131d\u0131r?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0130nsan\u0131n insan\u0131n kurdu de\u011fil, yurdu oldu\u011fu bir hayat\u0131n hayalini kuramaz m\u0131y\u0131z sahiden?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00c7o\u011fu insan hayata bir yerinden, ba\u015fkalar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rerek ba\u015flar; g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc hayat\u0131n tek ya\u015fam bi\u00e7imi oldu\u011funu sanarak, ba\u015fkalar\u0131n\u0131n ya\u015fay\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 taklit ederek s\u00fcrd\u00fcr\u00fcr yolculu\u011funu. Hi\u00e7bir \u015feyi sorgulamaz; kendisinden \u00f6nce gelen insanlar, insanl\u0131\u011f\u0131 bu noktaya getirmi\u015ftir zaten. O da bayra\u011f\u0131 devral\u0131p oradan y\u00fcr\u00fcr. Kendisinden \u00f6ncekilerin tekrarlayageldi\u011fi d\u00fcsturlar\u0131n -sloganlar\u0131n- do\u011fru ya da yanl\u0131\u015f oldu\u011fu tart\u0131\u015fmas\u0131na girmez. Al\u0131\u015fkanl\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131n eseri ve esiridir. Evden i\u015fe, i\u015ften eve hep ayn\u0131 yoldan gidip gelir. Evde oturdu\u011fu yer, hep ayn\u0131 k\u00f6\u015fedir; hep ayn\u0131 t\u00fcr programlar\u0131 izler, hep ayn\u0131 fikirlerle beslenir. <\/em>Kendine ait bir d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncesi, bir ya\u015fam tarz\u0131 oldu\u011fu zann\u0131ndad\u0131r. Benim hayat\u0131m dedi\u011fi \u015fey, kalabal\u0131\u011f\u0131n bir par\u00e7as\u0131 olmaktan, herhangi biri olmaktan ibarettir. Charles Bukowski bu insanlar i\u00e7in \u015funlar\u0131 s\u00f6yler: \u201cKorkun\u00e7 olan \u00f6l\u00fcm de\u011fil, ya\u015fanan ya da ya\u015fanamayan hayatlard\u0131r. \u00c7o\u011fu insan\u0131n \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc bir aldatmacad\u0131r. \u00d6lecek bir \u015fey kalmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131r geriye\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n D\u00f6nmek k\u00f6t\u00fc bir \u015fey de\u011fildir, yeter ki insan s\u00f6z\u00fcnden d\u00f6nmesin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n D\u00fcnya d\u00f6ner, gezegenler d\u00f6ner, mevsimler d\u00f6ner, g\u00fcnebakanlar d\u00f6ner, semazenler d\u00f6ner\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u0130nsan yanl\u0131\u015ftan d\u00f6ner.<\/p>\n\n\n\n D\u00f6nmek g\u00fczeldir, hayat\u0131 yeniler.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Efsane boks\u00f6r Muhammed Ali Clay\u2019in \u015fu s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc hat\u0131rlayal\u0131m: \u201cElli ya\u015f\u0131na geldi\u011finde hayat\u0131 yirmi ya\u015f\u0131nda g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc gibi g\u00f6ren biri, \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn otuz y\u0131l\u0131n\u0131 bo\u015fa ge\u00e7irmi\u015f demektir.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n Barmene k\u0131z istemeye gitmi\u015fler, annesi o\u011flunu methederken \u015funlar\u0131 s\u00f6yl\u00fcyormu\u015f: \u201cHi\u00e7 k\u00f6t\u00fc al\u0131\u015fkanl\u0131\u011f\u0131 yoktur o\u011flumun. Mazbuttur; evden meyhaneye, meyhaneden eve\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n Diyorum ki hayat, m\u00fckellefiyetlerden, evle i\u015f aras\u0131nda ko\u015fturmalardan, y\u0131l\u0131n bir haftas\u0131nda tatil yapabilmek i\u00e7in elli bir hafta \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131p, taksit \u00f6demekten ibaret olmamal\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Diyorum ki, yerimizde saymayal\u0131m, yolunda gitmeyen \u015feylerin yolunu de\u011fi\u015ftirelim, halk t\u00fcrk\u00fcs\u00fcnde s\u00f6ylendi\u011fi gibi: \u201cBir kararda durmayal\u0131m, dosta gidelim\u201d. Hayatla, en ba\u015fta kendimizle dost olal\u0131m. Bir \u015feyleri de\u011fi\u015ftirmek istiyorsak, de\u011fi\u015fime \u00f6nce en yak\u0131n\u0131m\u0131zdan, kendimizden ba\u015flamal\u0131y\u0131z.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Hata bizdeyse kendimizi de\u011fi\u015ftirmek ya da s\u00fcrd\u00fcregeldi\u011fimiz labirent faresi hayattan \u015fikayet etmeyi b\u0131rakmaktan ba\u015fka, bir \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc yol biliyor musunuz?<\/p>\n\n\n\n Sahi, mutlu musunuz?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Eve d\u00f6n! \u015eark\u0131ya d\u00f6n! Kalbine d\u00f6n!\u015eark\u0131ya d\u00f6n! Kalbine d\u00f6n! Eve d\u00f6n!Kalbine d\u00f6n! Eve d\u00f6n! \u015eark\u0131ya d\u00f6n!\u0130smet \u00d6zel \u201c\u00c7ok yol ald\u0131k yanl\u0131\u015f y\u00f6nde, d\u00f6nelim Haf\u0131z. Hatadan d\u00f6nelim.Vars\u0131n bize d\u00f6nek desinler, d\u00fcnya d\u00f6n\u00fcyor biz de d\u00f6nelim.\u00c7ocuklu\u011fumuza d\u00f6nelim, g\u00fczel g\u00fcnlere d\u00f6nelim, mutlu hat\u0131ralara d\u00f6nelim.D\u00f6nelim ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131z d\u00f6ns\u00fcn.Ne bulduk bu virajs\u0131z hayata at g\u00f6zl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcyle bakmakta.D\u00f6nelim.Yoruldum bu ak\u0131ll\u0131 \/ uslu kafay\u0131 […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":14002,"featured_media":161248,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_yoast_wpseo_focuskw":"d\u00f6nmek","_yoast_wpseo_title":"","_yoast_wpseo_metadesc":"\u00c7ok yol ald\u0131k yanl\u0131\u015f y\u00f6nde, d\u00f6nelim Haf\u0131z. Hatadan d\u00f6nelim. 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