\u0130\u015fte yine bir haziran mevsimi daha\u2026 Y\u0131lda bir kez olur bu, d\u00fcnyan\u0131n May\u0131s\u2019ta ye\u015ferip, g\u00f6k maviye d\u00f6nen damar\u0131 Haziran\u2019da laciverte bulan\u0131r. Eriyen kar sular\u0131 ovalara, topra\u011fa, ekinlere can katar. Her y\u0131l tekrarlanmas\u0131na ra\u011fmen Haziran\u2019\u0131 kan\u0131ksayamay\u0131z. Her Haziran ba\u015fka bir heyecanla gelir ama heybesinde h\u00fcz\u00fcn de gizlidir. Haziran, edebiyat d\u00fcnyam\u0131z\u0131n \u00f6nemli isimlerinin topra\u011fa s\u0131rland\u0131\u011f\u0131 mevsimdir \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cHaziran\u2019da \u00d6lmek Zor\u201d bunu \u00e7ok\u00e7a duymu\u015fsunuzdur. Merhum \u015fair Hasan H\u00fcseyin Korkmazgil, Orhan Kemal\u2019e at\u0131fla yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 bu \u00fcnl\u00fc \u015fiirinde, yine Haziran\u2019da g\u00f6\u00e7en bir ba\u015fka dostunu, Naz\u0131m Hikmet\u2019i de y\u00e2d eder. Bu \u015fiirden yakla\u015f\u0131k yirmi y\u0131l sonra bir ba\u015fka \u015fiir \u00e7\u0131nar\u0131m\u0131z olan Ahmed Arif de, yine Orhan Kemal gibi 2 Haziran\u2019da d\u00fcnyaya g\u00f6zlerini yumar. O g\u00fcnden beridir \u201cHaziran\u2019da \u00d6lmek Zor\u201d ifadesi bu \u00fc\u00e7 b\u00fcy\u00fck edebiyat adam\u0131n\u0131 (Naz\u0131m Hikmet, Orhan Kemal, Ahmed Arif) anmak i\u00e7in s\u0131k\u00e7a kullan\u0131l\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Benim Haziran takvimimde bunlara ek olarak ba\u015fka isimler de var, Cahit Zarifo\u011flu, Abdurrahim Karako\u00e7 ve Mevl\u00e2n\u00e2 \u0130dris Zengin\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Benim \u015fiir d\u00fcnyam\u0131n kutup y\u0131ld\u0131zlar\u0131ndan olan bu \u00fc\u00e7 isim, ba\u015fta siyasal \/ ideolojik tercihleri olmak \u00fczere bir\u00e7ok sebeple yeterince g\u00fcndeme getirilmiyor, isimleri unutturulmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131l\u0131yor. Ben de tam da bu sebepten onlar\u0131 anmak, meydan yerinde tutmak istiyorum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Cahit Zarifo\u011flu, Abdurrahim Karako\u00e7, Mevl\u00e2n\u00e2 \u0130dris Zengin\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00dc\u00e7\u00fc de dostumdu, \u00fc\u00e7\u00fc de harikulade karakterlerdi, \u00fc\u00e7\u00fc de edebiyat d\u00fcnyam\u0131za damgas\u0131n\u0131 vuran muhte\u015fem \u015fairlerdi, \u00fc\u00e7\u00fc de Kahramanmara\u015fl\u0131yd\u0131, \u00fc\u00e7\u00fc de 7 Haziran g\u00fcn\u00fc \u00e2lem-i cemale g\u00f6\u00e7t\u00fcler.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00dcniversite y\u0131llar\u0131mdan arkada\u015f\u0131m olan Mevl\u00e2n\u00e2 \u0130dris Zengin\u2019in vefat haberini al\u0131nca \u015funlar\u0131 yazm\u0131\u015f\u0131m:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cBu sabah \u015faka\u011f\u0131mda bir mermi patlad\u0131, bu sabah g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcm\u00fcn en parlak y\u0131ld\u0131z\u0131 kayd\u0131…<\/em><\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n O benden bir ya\u015f b\u00fcy\u00fckt\u00fc ama hep onu karde\u015fim san\u0131rd\u0131m. \u00c7op\u00e7ocuk bir y\u00fcre\u011fi vard\u0131. Ben yery\u00fcz\u00fcnde b\u00f6yle temiz adam \u00e7ok az g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. Bir kelebe\u011fin kanatlar\u0131ndan daha hassas bir kalbi vard\u0131. Ad\u0131na ve \u015fiirlerine hayrand\u0131m.<\/em><\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n Seksenli y\u0131llarda o Aksaray-Fatih aras\u0131nda bir evde kal\u0131rd\u0131. Ben o eve yak\u0131n bir yurtta, Siirt \u00d6\u011frenci yurdunda. O \u0130stanbul Hukuk’ta okurdu, ben Marmara Kamu’da. Hen\u00fcz o ya\u015flarda, hen\u00fcz yirmisini bulmadan kendini \u015fair olarak kabul ettirmi\u015fti piyasaya. Bir \u015fiir halesi olu\u015fmu\u015ftu \u00e7evresinde kendili\u011finden. Mona Rosa’y\u0131 \u00f6yle g\u00fczel okurdu ki, dinlemeliydiniz. <\/em><\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n Son g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fmemiz Mara\u015f’ta bir k\u00fclt\u00fcr etkinli\u011finde olmu\u015ftu. Sanki d\u00fcnyay\u0131 daha iyice anlam\u0131\u015f bir s\u00fckunet vard\u0131 halinde, daha bir b\u00fcy\u00fcm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. <\/em><\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n …<\/em><\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n Alan als\u0131n, satan sats\u0131n bana ne, bu sabah d\u00fcnya \u00e7ok de\u011fer kaybetti.<\/em><\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2026<\/em><\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n Abdurrahim Karako\u00e7 bana \u015fiiri sevdiren ilk ustalar\u0131mdand\u0131. Dilimizin g\u00fcndelik kelimeleriyle nas\u0131l s\u0131ra d\u0131\u015f\u0131 imajlar \u00f6r\u00fclebildi\u011fini, nas\u0131l orijinal mazmunlar \u00fcretilebilece\u011fini onda g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm. Yunus gibi dervi\u015f me\u015frep, Karacao\u011flan gibi yan\u0131k y\u00fcrekli, K\u00f6ro\u011flu gibi haks\u0131zl\u0131\u011fa kar\u015f\u0131, serdenge\u00e7ti biriydi. Zaman i\u00e7inde bir\u00e7ok \u015fiir \u015f\u00f6leninde ayn\u0131 k\u00fcrs\u00fcden \u015fiirler okuduk. Ba\u015f ba\u015fa sohbetlerinizde o \u00f6fkeli, kab\u0131na s\u0131\u011fmaz, h\u0131r\u00e7\u0131n, kavgac\u0131 hicivleri yazan adam\u0131n, nas\u0131l melek bir kalbi oldu\u011funu hemen g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fcn\u00fcz. G\u00fczel insan kavram\u0131n\u0131n s\u00f6zl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmdeki kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 odur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n Cahit Zarifo\u011flu g\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fcz tabiriyle m\u00fcthi\u015f bir fenomendi<\/em> benim i\u00e7in, s\u0131k\u0131 hayran\u0131yd\u0131m. Yedi g\u00fczel adam\u0131n en fiyakal\u0131s\u0131yd\u0131. \u00c7ok yak\u0131\u015f\u0131kl\u0131yd\u0131, pilottu, Almancas\u0131 m\u00fckemmeldi, Avrupa\u2019y\u0131 ba\u015ftan sona otostopla gezmi\u015fti\u2026 \u015eair Ece Ayhan onun i\u00e7in, \u201cT\u00fcrk \u015fiirinde ke\u015ffedilmemi\u015f bir ada\u201d diyordu. Onu \u00e7ok do\u011fru tan\u0131mlayan bu tabir g\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fczde de ge\u00e7erli\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n T\u00fcrk dili ne kadar g\u00fczel kullan\u0131labilirmi\u015f, nerelere a\u00e7\u0131mlanabilirmi\u015f onu okuyunca anlars\u0131n\u0131z.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n 1987 y\u0131l\u0131, \u00fcniversite ikinci s\u0131n\u0131f\u2026 \u201cCahit a\u011fabey Cerrahpa\u015fa\u2019da yat\u0131yormu\u015f, bir ziyaretine gidelim moral olur,\u201d <\/em>diyoruz arkada\u015flarla. <\/em>Kald\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z yurt Kocamustafapa\u015fa\u2019da, Cerrahpa\u015fa iki ad\u0131m yer. Gidece\u011fiz gitmesine de, \u201cO klas \u015fair bize b\u00f6yle g\u00f6r\u00fcnmek ister mi, biz onu \u00f6yle g\u00f6rmek ister miyiz? Hem s\u0131navlar var, biraz d\u00fczelsin, toplas\u0131n kendini, biz de s\u0131navlar\u0131 atlatal\u0131m, \u00f6yle gidelim.\u201d <\/em>diyerek oyal\u0131yoruz kendimizi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n S\u0131navlar bitmek \u00fczere\u2026 7 Haziran sabah\u0131 gazetede vefat haberini g\u00f6r\u00fcyorum, ellerim titriyor, g\u00f6zlerim karar\u0131yor, yere kapaklan\u0131yorum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Hi\u00e7 bir araya gelemedik onunla, ama hi\u00e7 ayr\u0131lmad\u0131k da. O benim hayalimdi, dostumdu d\u00fcnya g\u00f6z\u00fcyle g\u00f6remesem de\u2026 G\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcne bakmayanlar\u0131n kalbi daha \u00e7ok kirlenir <\/em>demi\u015fti bir \u015fiirinde, g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcne bak\u0131p onu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorum. Ayn\u0131 g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fc m\u00fcyd\u00fc alt\u0131nda ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z?<\/p>\n\n\n\n Bizi dost yapan bir g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcnden fazlas\u0131yd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n An\u0131lar defterinde g\u00fcl yapra\u011f\u0131 diyordu bir \u015fiirinde de, \u00f6yle olmas\u0131n diye yazd\u0131m b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Bu \u00fc\u00e7 g\u00fczel adam, Cahit Zarifo\u011flu, Abdurrahim Karako\u00e7, Mevl\u00e2n\u00e2 \u0130dris Zengin unutulmas\u0131n, kurumas\u0131n diye.<\/p>\n\n\n\n O g\u00fczel insanlar g\u00fczel atlara binip gittiler, benim s\u0131navlar\u0131m devam ediyor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Ve onlars\u0131z bir d\u00fcnyada, Haziran\u2019da ya\u015famak zor\u2026<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" \u0130\u015fte yine bir haziran mevsimi daha\u2026 Y\u0131lda bir kez olur bu, d\u00fcnyan\u0131n May\u0131s\u2019ta ye\u015ferip, g\u00f6k maviye d\u00f6nen damar\u0131 Haziran\u2019da laciverte bulan\u0131r. Eriyen kar sular\u0131 ovalara, topra\u011fa, ekinlere can katar. Her y\u0131l tekrarlanmas\u0131na ra\u011fmen Haziran\u2019\u0131 kan\u0131ksayamay\u0131z. Her Haziran ba\u015fka bir heyecanla gelir ama heybesinde h\u00fcz\u00fcn de gizlidir. Haziran, edebiyat d\u00fcnyam\u0131z\u0131n \u00f6nemli isimlerinin topra\u011fa s\u0131rland\u0131\u011f\u0131 mevsimdir \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc. 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Gibi unutuldum kurudum<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n