Neresinden ba\u015flamal\u0131 bir temmuzu a\u011f\u0131tla a\u011f\u0131rlaman\u0131n.
Neresinden ba\u015flamal\u0131 hi\u00e7 sebepsiz a\u011flaman\u0131n.
\u0130nsan olman\u0131n, yani ‘olamaman\u0131n’ \u00e7aresizli\u011fini, “Adem ile Hayat” k\u0131ssas\u0131n\u0131 anlaman\u0131n.
Yok i\u015fte hi\u00e7 bir s\u00f6zl\u00fckte kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 mel\u00e2lin, insan iletken de\u011fil.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00c7aresizsin, gidene elin, susana dilin yeti\u015fmiyor.
Her ayr\u0131l\u0131k bir Temmuz yan\u0131\u011f\u0131 ruhunda.
\u201c\u00c7ok can\u0131m yan\u0131yor !\u201d dedi\u011finde sen ne kadar aktarabiliyorsun ac\u0131n\u0131, duyan ne kadar\u0131n\u0131 anl\u0131yor.
Hi\u00e7bir l\u00fcgatte kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 olmayan kelimeleri var ruhunun.
\u00dcstelik s\u00f6zler de iletken de\u011fil\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Derli toplu c\u00fcmleler ummay\u0131n benden, bunu ben hayattan ummu\u015ftum, olmad\u0131.
Siz \u00f6nce \u015fu d\u00fcnyan\u0131z\u0131 yorgan\u0131n\u0131za g\u00f6re uzat\u0131n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Adam berbere gitmi\u015f, “Nas\u0131l olsun?” demi\u015f berber. “\u0130kisini de k\u0131sa kes” demi\u015f adam. \u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n Anla\u015f\u0131lmas\u0131 zaten g\u00fc\u00e7 olan bir meseleyi, bir de anlatmaya m\u0131 kalkmal\u0131y\u0131m? –<\/p>\n\n\n\n Ya\u015famakla ge\u00e7i\u015ftirdi\u011fimiz bir \u015fey, \u00fczerinde fazlaca d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmedi\u011fimiz, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrsek yoldan \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z, yoldan \u00e7\u0131k\u0131nca bir daha asla ayn\u0131 yolu y\u00fcr\u00fcyemedi\u011fimiz vak\u0131a. Ya\u015fay\u0131p ge\u00e7elim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n –<\/p>\n\n\n\n Uykudaki adama b\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00f6rd\u00fcklerinin bir r\u00fcya oldu\u011funu s\u00f6ylemem i\u015fe yarar m\u0131? \u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n Biliyorum s\u00f6ylediklerimden hi\u00e7 bir \u015fey anlamad\u0131n\u0131z, ben de \u00f6yle. –<\/p>\n\n\n\n Kulak vermek i\u015fe yaramad\u0131, g\u00f6n\u00fcl vermeliydiniz.<\/p>\n\n\n
Berber sa\u00e7 ve sakal\u0131 kastetti\u011fini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrken eklemi\u015f adam: “Sa\u00e7\u0131 da, laf\u0131 da k\u0131sa kes…”
Adam ne kastediyor, berber ne anl\u0131yor\u2026
\u201cMen \u00e7i g\u00fbyem tamburam \u00e7i zened”1<\/a><\/sup> meseli.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bu daha da g\u00fc\u00e7.
Hem ben yanl\u0131\u015f anlam\u0131\u015fsam?
Hem siz benim anlatt\u0131klar\u0131mdan kastetmedi\u011fim anlamlar \u00e7\u0131karacaksan\u0131z?
Neyi anlayaca\u011f\u0131z? Hi\u00e7 bir \u015fey anlamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 m\u0131?
\u0130zah\u0131 yok bunun… hayat\u0131n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ya uyuyan adam da sadece benim g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm bir r\u00fcyadan ibaretse?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Biliyorum bo\u015fa konu\u015ftu\u011fumu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorsunuz, hemfikiriz.
Bo\u015f verin, ya\u015fay\u0131n ge\u00e7sin, ya\u015fay\u0131n bitsin.
\u015eimdiye kadar y\u0131\u011f\u0131nla anlaml\u0131 s\u00f6zc\u00fckler akt\u0131 kulaklar\u0131n\u0131zdan, hangisi i\u015fe yarad\u0131?<\/p>\n\n\n\n