G\u00fczel olan ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zd\u0131r,
Bir g\u00fcn \u00f6lece\u011fimiz de\u011fil\u2026
Muzaffer Tayyip Uslu<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Hayat dedim de akl\u0131ma geldi;<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Doksanl\u0131 ya\u015flar\u0131ndaki kad\u0131n aynada buru\u015fuk y\u00fcz\u00fcne bak\u0131p, i\u00e7 ge\u00e7irerek \u015funlar\u0131 s\u00f6yl\u00fcyormu\u015f:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
“Aah, ah, nerde o eski aynalar\u2026”<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00c2\u015f\u0131k Seyr\u00e2n\u00ee\u2019ye, g\u00f6rme yetisini her ge\u00e7en g\u00fcn kaybeden bir dostu \u201cArt\u0131k bende d\u00fcnyay\u0131 g\u00f6recek g\u00f6z kalmad\u0131!\u201d diye dert yanm\u0131\u015f. Seyr\u00e2n\u00ee durur mu, yap\u0131\u015ft\u0131rm\u0131\u015f cevab\u0131: \u201cDert etme! D\u00fcnyada da, bak\u0131lacak y\u00fcz kalmad\u0131!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2026.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ben bu sat\u0131rlar\u0131 yazarken, M\u00fcnir Nurettin Sel\u00e7uk i\u00e7 s\u0131zlatan bir sesle s\u00f6yl\u00fcyor:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cHat\u0131rla mazi-i mes\u2019udu sen de ben gibi yan
Tulu\u00e2 bak beni y\u00e2d et, gur\u00fbba bak beni an\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
G\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fcz diliyle s\u00f6ylersek, \u201cEy sevgili, dilerim ki o g\u00fczel, mutlu ge\u00e7mi\u015fi hat\u0131rlayarak sen de benim gibi kederlenir, g\u00fcn do\u011fumuna bakarak beni hat\u0131rlar, g\u00fcn bat\u0131m\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcnce beni d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrs\u00fcn .\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bu b\u00f6yledir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mazi, saadetle ya\u015fanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r, unutulmaz vakitlerdir; g\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fcz, katlanmaya \u00e7aba g\u00f6sterdi\u011fimiz bir zaman dilimidir \u00e7o\u011fumuz i\u00e7in. Ge\u00e7mi\u015fi hep g\u00fczel hat\u0131rlar\u0131z, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc insan belle\u011fi k\u00f6t\u00fc an\u0131lar\u0131 siler. \u0130nsan\u0131n kendini koruma i\u00e7g\u00fcd\u00fcs\u00fcd\u00fcr bu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ge\u00e7mi\u015fi masumiyetle e\u015fitler, masumiyetin \u00e7ocukluk d\u00f6nemine ait bir g\u00fczellik oldu\u011funa inan\u0131r\u0131z. Oysa ge\u00e7mi\u015fteki masumiyetimiz d\u00fcped\u00fcz tecr\u00fcbesizli\u011fimiz, belki de cehaletimizdir. Ve cehalet \u00e7o\u011fu zaman mutluluk hanesine yaz\u0131l\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mesnevi\u2019de ge\u00e7en hik\u00e2yeyi hat\u0131rlayal\u0131m:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
K\u00f6yl\u00fcn\u00fcn biri \u00f6k\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc ah\u0131ra ba\u011flar, hayvan\u0131n emniyette oldu\u011fu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncesiyle evine \u00e7ekilir. K\u00f6yl\u00fc uyurken ah\u0131ra bir aslan girer, \u00f6k\u00fcz\u00fc yer ve doygunlu\u011fun verdi\u011fi rehavetle ah\u0131rda uyuklamaya koyulur. K\u00f6yl\u00fc ah\u0131rdan gelen seslere uyan\u0131r, uykusu ka\u00e7ar, \u00f6k\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcn rahats\u0131zlanm\u0131\u015f olabilece\u011fini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcp ah\u0131ra girer. Ah\u0131r karanl\u0131kt\u0131r, k\u00f6yl\u00fc aslan\u0131n karalt\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6k\u00fcz zanneder. \u00d6k\u00fcz\u00fc oldu\u011fu zann\u0131yla aslan\u0131n yan\u0131na gelir, onunla konu\u015fup sevmeye, sa\u011fr\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 ok\u015famaya ba\u015flar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bu esnada aslan tebess\u00fcmle \u015funlar\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmektedir: \u201cNeyse ki aram\u0131zda karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc bu perde var. E\u011fer ayd\u0131nl\u0131k olsayd\u0131, ger\u00e7e\u011fi g\u00f6rseydi, bu adam bana hi\u00e7 bu kadar yakla\u015fabilir, dokunmaya cesaret edebilir miydi?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bizim ge\u00e7mi\u015fteki masumiyetimiz bu k\u00f6yl\u00fcn\u00fcn karanl\u0131ktan kaynaklanan k\u00f6rl\u00fc\u011f\u00fc gibi bir safl\u0131kt\u0131r. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc ayd\u0131nl\u0131ktan, hayat\u0131n \u00e7\u0131plak ger\u00e7ekli\u011finden habersiz, belirsiz bir gelece\u011fe umut ba\u011flayarak g\u00fcn\u00fc kayg\u0131s\u0131z ge\u00e7irdi\u011fimiz bir d\u00f6nemdir, ge\u00e7mi\u015f denen \u015fey. B\u00fcy\u00fcy\u00fcp olgunla\u015ft\u0131k\u00e7a hayat\u0131n bizim zanlar\u0131m\u0131zdan ibaret olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 -bazen ac\u0131 da olsa- tecr\u00fcbe eder, ayd\u0131nlan\u0131r\u0131z.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ne var ki ge\u00e7mi\u015f ge\u00e7mi\u015ftir art\u0131k ve bir\u00e7o\u011fumuz ge\u00e7mi\u015fi kutsayarak temize \u00e7eker, teselli bulur aldan\u0131\u015flar\u0131na.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bunca laf \u015funun i\u00e7in; ge\u00e7mi\u015f \u00f6zlenip hay\u0131flanacak bir zaman olmamal\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Evet, ge\u00e7mi\u015f birikimimiz, g\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc ayd\u0131nlatan yak\u0131t\u0131m\u0131zd\u0131r, amenna. Ama insan ge\u00e7mi\u015fe tak\u0131l\u0131p kalarak ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00fcne haks\u0131zl\u0131k etmemeli. G\u00fczel olan sadece ge\u00e7mi\u015fte ya\u015fananlar de\u011fildir, hayat\u0131n her a\u015famas\u0131 g\u00fczel ve ya\u015fanas\u0131d\u0131r. Hayat\u0131n g\u00fczelli\u011fini g\u00f6rm\u00fcyorsak, g\u00f6zl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fcz puslu, g\u00f6zlerimiz bulan\u0131kt\u0131r belki de.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ve hayat ve \u015fimdi ve d\u00fcnya\u2026 Bizimle g\u00fczeldir, bizim onu ele al\u0131\u015f\u0131m\u0131zla, ona bak\u0131\u015f\u0131m\u0131zla\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Hayat\u0131ndan, bug\u00fcn\u00fcnden \u015fik\u00e2yet edip ge\u00e7mi\u015fe s\u0131\u011f\u0131nan ki\u015fi, evinin\/mahallesinin bak\u0131ms\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan, pisli\u011finden, da\u011f\u0131n\u0131kl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan yak\u0131nan birine benzer.H\u00e2lbuki orada ya\u015fayan kendisidir, oras\u0131 onun eseridir b\u00fcy\u00fck \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcde. Berbat eden de, g\u00fczelle\u015ftirecek olan da kendisidir. \u0130\u015fe kendi alg\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fczenlemekle, evinin \u00f6n\u00fcn\u00fc s\u00fcp\u00fcrmekle ba\u015flamal\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2026 <\/em><\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n Demem o ki sevgili okur; i\u00e7inde ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z d\u00fcnya, bedenimiz, hayat\u0131m\u0131z bizim evimizdir. Bizim \u00e7abam\u0131zla \u015fekillenir, bizimle g\u00fczelle\u015fir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Hayat\/d\u00fcnya tek ba\u015f\u0131na g\u00fczel ya da \u00e7irkin de\u011fildir. G\u00fczellik bizim ona atfetti\u011fimiz anlam, katt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z de\u011ferle vard\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n G\u00fczel olan sevgili de\u011fil, sevgili olan g\u00fczeldir.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" G\u00fczel olan ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zd\u0131r,Bir g\u00fcn \u00f6lece\u011fimiz de\u011fil\u2026Muzaffer Tayyip Uslu Hayat dedim de akl\u0131ma geldi; Doksanl\u0131 ya\u015flar\u0131ndaki kad\u0131n aynada buru\u015fuk y\u00fcz\u00fcne bak\u0131p, i\u00e7 ge\u00e7irerek \u015funlar\u0131 s\u00f6yl\u00fcyormu\u015f: “Aah, ah, nerde o eski aynalar\u2026” \u2026 \u00c2\u015f\u0131k Seyr\u00e2n\u00ee\u2019ye, g\u00f6rme yetisini her ge\u00e7en g\u00fcn kaybeden bir dostu \u201cArt\u0131k bende d\u00fcnyay\u0131 g\u00f6recek g\u00f6z kalmad\u0131!\u201d diye dert yanm\u0131\u015f. Seyr\u00e2n\u00ee durur mu, yap\u0131\u015ft\u0131rm\u0131\u015f cevab\u0131: […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":14002,"featured_media":161248,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_yoast_wpseo_focuskw":"evvel","_yoast_wpseo_title":"","_yoast_wpseo_metadesc":"Mazi, saadetle ya\u015fanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r, unutulmaz vakitlerdir; g\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fcz, katlanmaya \u00e7aba g\u00f6sterdi\u011fimiz bir zaman dilimidir \u00e7o\u011fumuz i\u00e7in.","_bbp_topic_count":0,"_bbp_reply_count":0,"_bbp_total_topic_count":0,"_bbp_total_reply_count":0,"_bbp_voice_count":0,"_bbp_anonymous_reply_count":0,"_bbp_forum_subforum_count":0,"footnotes":"","_yoast_wpseo_focuskw_text_input":""},"categories":[9240],"tags":[11729,11761],"yoast_head":"\n